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The Nutritionist / The Madness Vase by Andrea Gibson

You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy

I have never met a heavy heart that wasn’t a phone booth with a red cape inside

Some people will never understand the kind of superpower it takes for some people to just walk outside

"Commit to loving yourself completely. It’s the most radical thing you will do in your lifetime."

— Andrea Gibson, in Hooligan Magazine (via murmurrs)

vasilyovchinnikov:

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Some time in the late autumn last year.

"I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person."

Franz Kafka; from a diary entry dated 23 March 1914.  (via kafkaesque-world)

(Source: violentwavesofemotion, via kafkaesque-world)

vasilyovchinnikov:

blood&foot

some weird stuff from our last shooting with Vasya, the filmmaker.

vasilyovchinnikov:

blood&foot

some weird stuff from our last shooting with Vasya, the filmmaker.

Here’s the Dust Series, video is here: http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNjIxOTI0MDQw.html

By Dima Obolensky.

a tale for the time being

As you may have noticed, im taking some time off photography. As David Lynch’s character in the last season of Louie put it: there are 3 rules in this business (and i actually forgot the first one, but nevermind): 2. if somebody tells you a secret, its a lie. 3. if somebody’s gone, he is gone only to come back.

Tags: diaries

UndergroundActress turned 3 today!

Yeah, just got an email, saying, my TUMBLR has been for 3 years around. Kinda milestone, huh.

3 years, man! IMAGINE THAT ! ;)

Here’s one of the previews from DUST series, by Dima Obolensky. Worked with HARPERS BAZAAR stylist and all that glamour guys. More to come of course.

Ever yours, 
A Girl with a Cross

UndergroundActress turned 3 today!

Yeah, just got an email, saying, my TUMBLR has been for 3 years around. Kinda milestone, huh.

3 years, man! IMAGINE THAT ! ;)

Here’s one of the previews from DUST series, by Dima Obolensky. Worked with HARPERS BAZAAR stylist and all that glamour guys. More to come of course.

Ever yours,
A Girl with a Cross

snow

snow

Anonymous said: Why you do not like China so much and think it is strange? Also how is it your job lets you to go the China?

dont get me wrong man, china is cool, just not my place.
sorry, didnt get the last part of your question.
再见。

ive received some weird backstage picture from one of the russian-chinese shootings, i was playing a girl with a cross, salvation kinda thing. so here we go, a guy shot me while i was (most obviously) listening to instructions or waiting for the shoot (hell i dont really remember). the picture strikes me since it appears as though im in pain and yet again apart from giving shivers or sense of something horrible going on, it also shows something much deeper. especially when i tried to put some editing on it, there is a chinese application which adds light in the exact same corner where the cross happens to be. well, your the judge.

ive received some weird backstage picture from one of the russian-chinese shootings, i was playing a girl with a cross, salvation kinda thing. so here we go, a guy shot me while i was (most obviously) listening to instructions or waiting for the shoot (hell i dont really remember). the picture strikes me since it appears as though im in pain and yet again apart from giving shivers or sense of something horrible going on, it also shows something much deeper. especially when i tried to put some editing on it, there is a chinese application which adds light in the exact same corner where the cross happens to be. well, your the judge.

the end

i went back to moscow, then back to beijing only to realise its time to go back home again. as oscar wilde once said: what is experience if not the name we give to our mistakes? … ill always remember china as something really strange. its a strange place. the strangest perhaps. just not my place. ever.

so I asked Tony why it happens that chinese songs are all sad. and here he goes…

so I asked Tony why it happens that chinese songs are all sad. and here he goes…

going crazy in beijing. 

going crazy in beijing. 

fashionfotog said: Emma. How are you. It's been a while since we talked. This is Brian from Buffaloz Photography Training. Looks like you are doing well!

hey there. yeah im fine, heading back to beijing in a couple of hours. very apprehensive and afraid about it, actually. dont know what to expect this time. makes me all worried. where are you now? how are things going for you? are you in the states?